I was talking to a good friend of mine over IM today and I realized that I am now an adult. Not because I'm done with school...not because I'm working full time...not because I've moved out to live with my boyfriend...but because I was a part of a rather large event yesterday. There's so much planning involved and no matter how planned it is...it never goes the way you plan.

Not that I didn't think it was a huge success because it was. We were surrounded by loved ones and everyone was so great to each other and nothing broke...the walls were scratched up but that's pretty much it. It just made me think about the parties that happened when I was little, the hustle and bustle of the adults around me, talking to each other, the kids in one room playing together and I guess it just dawned on me...

I used to be one of those kids in the room and now I'm just an adult running around talking to everyone.

With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a Black Celica.
You will marry Byron and have 5 kids.
You will be a District Manager in Santa Barbara.

-compliments of Play Mash

One day, I'll be able to handle everything that comes my way.

It's hard to be the stronger one when you feel weak yourself.

Stress is so unecessary, yet an essential part of life.

I'm worth more than they're paying me.

Byron said that we can have a baby next year.