I'm sorry that I made you feel that way. It was so unintentional and I want you to know that I would never hurt you like that on purpose. I've told you before that "I'm sorry" can only be said so many times before it loses its meaning...but I don't know what else to say. I love you so much and to know that something I did hurt you so much...well...it hurts too. I don't think you'll ever know how much I love you, how much I enjoy watching you move, how much I love talking to you, how much I savor every moment of you, how far I would go just to be with you...I'll spend the rest of my life showing you that you mean more to me than anything in the world. I never knew love like this before...I'm so happy that I do now.

I made a decision that altered my life forever. I decided to quit my job. I guess I just got tired of the spitting, the name-calling, the unwanted emotional stress. Do you know how hard it is to realize that you just can't help everyone? I don't want to help them this way. But I will miss my co-workers. If anything, that's what was keeping me there. It's time to be selfish and that time is now.

"These aren't laced are they? 'Cuz I don't wanna be lying on the floor later, making love to myself." -response from a man being offered a free lollipop at Mission Rock last night (1/4/03).

Clubbing @ Mission Rock + Food from Lucky Chances + friends you haven't hung out with in ages

...you do the math.

This is my favorite email that I've gotten and it totally describes the way I feel about stupid people...

"Stupid people should have to wear signs that just say, "I'm Stupid". That way you wouldn't rely on them, would you? You wouldn't ask them anything. It would be like, "Excuse me ...oops ... never mind, didn't see your sign."

It's like before my wife and I moved. Our house was full of boxes and there was a U-Haul truck in our driveway. My neighbor comes over and says, "Hey, you moving?"
"Nope. We just pack our stuff up once or twice a week to see how many boxes it takes. Here's your sign."

A couple of months ago I went fishing with a buddy of mine, we pulled his boat into the dock, I lifted up this big ol' stringer of bass and this idiot on the dock goes, "Hey, y'all catch all them fish?"
"Nope. Talked 'em into giving up. Here's your sign."

I was watching one of those animal shows on the Discovery Channel. There was a guy inventing a shark bite suit. And there's only one way to test it. "All right, Jimmy, you got that shark suit on, it looks good... They want you to jump into this pool of sharks, and you tell us if it hurts when they bite you."
"Well, all right, but hold my sign. I don't wanna lose it."

Last time I had a flat tire, I pulled my truck into one of those side of the road gas stations. The attendant walks out, looks at my truck, looks at me, and I SWEAR he said, "Tire go flat?" I couldn't resist. I said, "Nope. I was driving around and those other three just swelled right up on me. Here's your sign."

We were trying to sell our car about a year ago. A guy came over to the house and drove the car around for about 45 minutes. We get back to the house, he gets out of the car, reaches down and grabs the exhaust pipe, then says, "Darn that's hot!"
See, if he'd been wearing his sign, I could have stopped him.

I learned to drive an 18-wheeler in my days of adventure. Wouldn't you know, I misjudged the height of a bridge. The truck got stuck and I couldn't get it out, no matter how I tried. I radioed in for help and eventually a local cop shows up to take the report. He went through his basic questioning....okay...no problem. I thought for sure he was clear of needing a sign...until he asked, "So, is your truck stuck?" I couldn't help myself! I looked at him, looked back at the rig and then back to him and said, "No, I'm delivering a bridge... here's your sign."

I stayed late at work one night and a co-worker looked at me and said,"Are you still here?" I replied, "No. I left about 10 minutes ago. Here's your sign."

You are a work in progress.

You over-analyze and criticize everything that you do.Give yourself some credit.
You still have so much more to learn.
Remember that you have already learned alot.
You are afraid to take risks.
The ones that you did take ended up in your favor. *BPE*
You know that there are at least 5 people that love you so much that they are willing to die for you.
You are that same person to those 5 people.
You try not to make the same mistake twice.
Acknowledge that you are only human.

It will all work out.