You are a work in progress.

You over-analyze and criticize everything that you do.Give yourself some credit.
You still have so much more to learn.
Remember that you have already learned alot.
You are afraid to take risks.
The ones that you did take ended up in your favor. *BPE*
You know that there are at least 5 people that love you so much that they are willing to die for you.
You are that same person to those 5 people.
You try not to make the same mistake twice.
Acknowledge that you are only human.

It will all work out.