Monday, September 29, 2003

.:LYRICAL GENIUS:.

10 things I hate about you
Number one, you've kept me on run
Number two, I never knew what to do
Number three, can't you see
You're making me go so crazy...

Why do you continue
To do what you do
I wish I never met you
I wish that it wasn't true

More to come...

.:LYRICAL GENIUS:.

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

I like how this thing gets updated like once a week. And the funny shit is, Blogger looks different everytime I try to post! Weird shit...

It's been about 2 1/2 weeks since the first night we stayed at the Mountain House. I have to say that it is very interesting living with a significant other. I mean, I've had roommates and I know what it's like to live on your own, but this is so different. There's a lot of give and take...but most importantly, you get to see a side of that person that you've never seen before. I think that this is were most serious relationships fail. Some people are so set in their ways that they don't know how to bend. I know that my behavior at home is erratic (sorry hunny!), but at the same time, Byron has never lived with a girl (not even like a sister 'cuz mom don't count). I guess this post stems from an...uh...altercation that occured this morning.

Basically, I go to Union City on my day off in the week. So, I go to work with Byron in the morning and he picks me up when he gets off. This morning, Byron tries to leave at 6:30 am and woke me up at 6:12 am. That left me only enough time to wash my face and brush my teeth. Here's the conversation:

Byron: "Let's go."
Dawn: "I'm not ready you know."
Byron: "You have to put on make up still?"
Dawn: "Well, yeah!"
Byron: "I have to leave now! Just take it with you!"
Dawn: says nothing, just angrily puts stuff together

I was in a bad mood for the rest of the morning. I think I'm going to apologize for my behavior.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

What kind of life are we leading, when we only know how to look towards the future? Today will mean yesterday, if we let it slip by us so quickly.

I don't know what made me think that, but I guess it's just me in anticipation of leaving work. My feet hurt and I'm tired. I'm hungry too, so guess who's looking forward to those leftovers I brought home from Mom's house yesterday.

RIP Mama Deling...9/9/91...I love you and miss you dearly.

Monday, September 08, 2003

This is the 4th night that Byron and I are living at Mountain House. I should re-cap what has happened over the past 4 days:

- The rails for our king size bed are too short. Instead of a Cal King, it's an Eastern King which is fine because now we have room at the foot of the bed for some kind of bench. Unfortunately, the mattress that was delivered was a Cal King. So, we've been hittin' it..er, sleeping...in one of the guest rooms, but that's only 'til the other mattress arrives.
- There are now 2 females trying to decorate this house.
- There is a gay ass strip of grass in the middle of the driveway. I'm proud to say that I ran over that and the front lawn. Tire marks commemerate the event.
- I discovered the biggest Safeway I've seen in my entire life. I could go crazy in there.
- It is difficult to shower with no blinds or curtains in your bathroom that looks right into your neighbor's bedroom.
- Byron scares easily ("what was that sound, babe?")
- My bamboo has grown 1/2 an inch and my money tree is starting to sprout more branches. My orchid still has flowers on it.
- Yesterday was the first time that I went out to eat at a restaurant with Byron's family. I also went to church with them that day and no, I did not burst into flames when I walked in.

But I think that the most important event was...Our (Byron and I) 1st year anniversary.
what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
sex
age
your best friend thinksyou're hot hot hot
your family thinkyou sing like an angel
strangers thinkyou'll sleep with them
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

Dude...this totally makes my day.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

Sometimes I think about how great it would be if I had a ring, but then I think that I may be putting too much pressure on the person I love most. I mean, it hasn't even been a year yet and I'm thinking marriage?

But then again I have to look at the nature of our relationship and its evolution. After all, he did tell me that he loved me the day we got together. Everything happens for a reason and I was surprised that such a declaration would have had me throwing up the peace sign and never calling him ever again. But alas, we spent so much time together. Sporting events, dinners, family parties, trips, clubbing...all the stuff that couples do. We are attached at the hip it seems, but in a good way. I dunno...everything was so whirlwind and even until today I can't believe how happy I am and how happy I have been since Byron came into my life.

I have approximately 3 more days here in Union City. I just realized that...now I'm kinda sad.
ARGH! My associates are a bunch of flaky morons.

This fucking sucks!