Thursday, March 31, 2005

Serial Randomness

-The celebration of Jesus being risen has liberated me...I can eat rice again.

-I ate some Cali Rolls yesterday for dinner and it had sesame seeds in it. I know that I chewed them up real good too. I took a poop this morning and the sesame seeds were still in tact! Damn, just like corn. Why does that happen?

-When you need it, you can't find it. But when it's useless, it's everywhere.

-I remember in the 4th grade I had a project in which I had to creat a recipe including chocolate. Honey + Peanut Butter, sandwiched in between 2 Graham Crackers, then covered in melted Milk Chocolate = the After School Special.

-When 1pm rolls around, I never know what I want for lunch. Oh, look what time it is and guess who doesn't know what they're having for lunch.

-I must, I must, I must increase my...workout time?

-Does anyone want to buy me the "Jersey Trilogy" on DVD? I already have it on VHS. Too bad I don't have a VCR.

-While looking through myspace.com, I've noticed that my brother's middle/high school friends are all getting drunk in Vegas and complaining that they're not 21 anymore. Not 21 anymore? When did y'all even turn 18?

-Happy Birthday Nelson!

Monday, March 28, 2005

still female

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
According to this, I'm more of a man than the Reegsta.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

stupid is...as stupid does

I checked the office messages when I got into work this morning and there was this woman on the phone that made a big stink about the recruiting emails that I send out. Personally, if I am recieving emails that I don't want I either (a) delete them, (b) email the sender to be removed or (c) block the email address. All three options take about 5 seconds tops, but this bitch, feeling all righteous and shit, starts goin' off about how she's a "director of HR" and earns $187,000/yr not including bonuses and she doesn't have to sell anything. Well, tell me this, why is your greedy ass posting your resume? She wasted 3 minutes just for that message. I tell you...there are just some people in this world that prefer to make it difficult ALL THE TIME.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Hump Day

I remember at UCSB they used to have these performances at the Hub in the UCen every Wednesday night. They would have all these food/beer specials to encourage students to come and "get over the hump." I never went to these things, but I'd always see those table tents everytime I went to the UCen. Everytime someone says something about hump day...I would always think of that...weird.

I always wondered about this part of my life when I was in college. I wondered what kind of job I would have, where I would live and who I would marry. It just seemed so foreign to me. There were even times when I thought that nothing was going to happen at all. My job now is okay. I'm not going to say I like it or that I don't because I really don't feel anything about a job or work in general. Mountain House is far when you're driving home alone at night, but I highly recommend that you live with the person you're going to marry BEFORE you say "I do."

I've learned so much, but there's still so much more...

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

weight loss

I said it before and I'll say it again...weight loss is a 24 hour job. Props to them celebs that have can lose 20 pounds in 2 weeks for a film and gain 40 for another. Seems unhealthy no?

I had some Mongolian Beef for lunch today and it was hella good except they didn't have those noodles on the bottom like other places. Oh well.

I can't believe that it rained the whole work day. It was a bitch getting around at lunch because of it (not too mention the plethora of stupid drivers already on the road).

It's quittin' time y'all...catch ya on the flip side...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

St. Patrick's Day

Wedding countdown: 8 months, 19 days

I, for one, have never really celebrated this "holiday" with much fervor, although I am wearing a pale green shirt so as to ward off those who pinch.

I have those days when I just kind of want to write what I want without thinking about saying too much since I truly believe that there aren't very many people out there that read this thing. I also believe that I have an image to maintain, so I will be as cryptic as possible while still getting my point across (and maybe, if I am so lucky) offend some people in the process.

Lately I've been feeling very...emotional...almost overreactive...to Byron lately. I don't know if it's the fact that I just started a fresh pack of pills, my UTI 2 weeks ago, or the "excitement" of all the wedding planning, but it's definitely something. Right before we went to sleep, Byron noticed all the bills I pay on top of the computer. He said something about me ruining his credit because they weren't sent out yet and I just went off on him. He did apologize for the insensitive comment because of previous conversations regarding my feelings on living there, but I really think that I overreacted. I admit it. I OVERREACTED. Women don't normally admit this, so this is a big step for me.

I think that lately I've been putting our relationship under the microscope because we're going to be spending the rest of our lives together.

It's been almost 3 months and I still don't regret saying yes.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

too much anxiety

Wedding countdown: 8 months, 20 days

I have yet to try on a dress. The problem is that I wanted to lose some weight before then, but I can't keep putting it off. After all, in terms of alteration, it's easier to take in than add.

I'm finding that it is easier now to entertain myself with the help of the television, although KTVU did royally screw us yesterday and I was only able to see 4 of the 12 finalists. I wonder what tonight's result show will bring...that is if we are fortunate to watch it.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

carpal tunnel

Maybe I'm spending too much time in front of the computer. I think that my eyes are going bad from looking at the computer all day, but the ironic thing is that I do have glasses specifically for extended periods of time where I am reading or on the computer. Unfortunately for me, I lost those glasses when I was working a KK in San Jose.

Does anyone know what carpal tunnel syndrome feels like? Just a thought. I'm afraid of getting it, although I wouldn't be too surprised if I did given the nature of my work for the past year.

We're on our way to planning this shindig we refer to as "the wedding." We got the church, reception site, flowers and DJ. We still need to book a photographer/videographer and day-of coordinator. There's a bridal fair this weekend that Byron will be attending with me (yay!), so hopefully there are some good vendors there and cake samples (yum!). I've been thinking about DIY centerpieces, favors and invites...good thing I got my bitches (aka bridal party) to help. It'll be like a mini-sweat shop. Not that I support those kind of things.

Friday, March 11, 2005

2 more hours...

...and 20 mintues until I consider it the weekend officially. I don't know wh, but I have a very difficult time staying awake after lunch. I don't know if it's because I just ate lunch or what. It's freezing cold in this office and I don't know why. I'm still debating on whether I should go home and get a jacket for my "date" later. Argh...I just want to go in my car and take a nap!

This blog has become a forum to ramble and not make any kind of sense at all. I attribute it to the fact that my days have become somewhat predictable and that I'm just not 21 anymore. I feel like there are more important things like paying bills, putting food on the table and keeping a roof over our heads, than my current emotional state or how I feel about a certain type of person.

I'm still going to write, but it just might not be as interesting as it was before (if it was interesting at all)...unless I write about wedding stuff...

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

long day

I'm here at work still. I gotta stay for a training class from 6-9pm. It's cool because I'm learning a lot and I won't have a bunch of traffic on the way home. It sucks because I've been here since 9a. I'm debating on whether I should take a nap in my car or go out for a walk and possibly get some coffee. Hmm...decisions, decisions.

I am happier now that I know that I'm not working claims or weekends anymore. The commute is doable, an hour and a half is really not that bad. It's just that lately I've been super tired and I think it may be from the fact that I was sick all last week.

Or at least...that's what I think it is :)

Thursday, March 03, 2005

stupid bladder

I've been bedridden for the past week and consequently, this is my last week at work. I've been there for 4 hours this week. How pathetic is that? I thought...man, it would have been nice to have a couple days off before I start my new job...but not like this. I've had a fever for the past couple of days and went to the ER yesterday to find out that I have a UTI.

I'm worried because I think that my health insurance ended and I may have to pay a shitload of money because of it. Byron has been so good to me he brings me whatever I ask him to and he's just been the best. I'm tired of being sick...arrgh!