Haven't updated in a long while...

Nothing really new. I had a job interview with University of Phoenix...didn't get the job though, but that's okay. Some things just weren't meant to be...

But...Byron was approved for an Equity line of credit against the house...so that means we'll be getting some stuff paid off and...planning a wedding! We've decided that we're getting married here because I've never had a big celebration for myself. No cotillion...no grad party...so call it self-centered, but shoot...my wedding's gonna be a big event.

I just need to wait for Byron to offically propose...and then the planning will begin!

Happy 25th Birthday to the most important person in my life...

me.

I came home from work last night to a husky man sleeping in my bed, complaining about the heat in the room and that he didn’t feel good because of something he ate. After a shower and a short nap, I tried numerous times to wake this man up but with no success.

My “little sister” calls me up and saves me from the boredom. We talk about everything from paying bills to sex and spend almost 2 hours on the phone. After realizing the time and the fact that I would have to work the next day, we part ways on the phone and I go back up stairs to the husky man.

In the morning, he states, “You never tried to wake me up yesterday!”

*rolls eyes * right…

If I could have some sort of sign...I would just really like to know if I'm headed in the right direction.

Time does fly when you're monogamous...(thanks Miah)

I can't believe it's been 2 years and we've been living with each other for 1 year.

It's Tuesday...and Byron has a softball game at 9:15pm. That means that I'm going to be by myself tonight. *sigh* It's cool for like the first couple of hours, then I just get bored and lonely. You know what else bugs too? My family makes a big deal about me not visiting them as often, but when I ask them to come visit me it's like pulling teeth.

Argh...I'm hungry. Time to eat dinner.

2 years down...a bazilllion to go!

Happy Anniversary Babe!

I have no real plans for my birthday, other than Byron taking me to watch "Lion King" in the city...yay! We were supposed to go to Seattle, but that kind of panned out with certain circumstances in our lives (ie no money). It's all good though...we have those 3 days off, so we'll just spend that time with each other.

I think about how lucky I am to have Byron. I actually think about it alot. At the risk of sounding mushy, I have to say this is the best relationship I've been in. I always wondered what it would be like to be with this guy that I was going to marry and I have to say, it has not been bad at all. I feel taken care of and I do feel special (despite what I say once a month) which is something that I've been looking for. After a year of living together and adjusting to someone's idiosyncracies, I still love him...I still want to be with him...and I can't imagine my life without him. I always knew that it was work to maintain a healthy and loving relationship...I just never knew it would be this easy. Whoa...this is what an adult relationship feels like. I love it!